The Wadeing Blog
The Wadeing Blog
You are reading the start of me being comfortable being vulnerable sharing my stories about me Wading through my life. It's not always easy, but I promise you, it'll be entertaining! My prayer is that this blesses you as much these stories have blessed my life.
Some of this is set in the Christian / Charismatic Faith and values. Please know I fully respect You and your beliefs and ask if anything I share makes you feel uncomfortable, please allow me grace in the readings and to share my story as this is my experience of how I have overcome the things in my life. I do not share anything in an attempt to persuade or encourage anyone in any way that makes someone uncomfortable. If you do have any questions or would like more information about the things I have shared, please reach out at any time. I'd be happy to share resources and more information.
The Repentant Heart
Repentance is about the ability to have a relationship with our sweet Lord. It isn’t even about being vulnerable to someone else. God is by definition the essence of LOVE. All He wants to do is love us. He does not want to judge you. He simply wants you to ask Him to forgive you so anything unclean can be removed and you can be with Him.
Today’s a good day
I am tired of living in the state of fear or letting fear have any hold on my life. I’m at a point where I refuse to allow fear any foothold over me. We have calamity on our doorstep every day of the week… BUT GOD!
God Speaks to Us in All Times
My body started panicking, it didn’t want to die. ** Queue the panic and anxiety attacks.** God had to break me to rebuild me.
The People of Palestine, Israel and the Jewish people are God’s people
He has you, and His hand is over you Israel. You are His people and we love you. We will be here to help you and let you borrow our faith for as long as you need to. For you, Israel, are not alone.
Identity
I can’t identify with a sick long covid person if I want to identify as the head of the body of Christ and not the tail. He tells me repeatedly I am the Head and not the tail. - Deut 28:13 - The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you shall only go up and not down, if you obey the commandments of the LORD your God, which I command you today, being careful to do them.
What’s in our Responses
Its crazy to think about who I am now and who I was then, because I have been in pretty high level jobs over the last few years and responsible for working with C-suite level executives. I was delivering high level presentations and running huge teams… and I have had some reactions that I am NOT proud of. Over the past year, it feels almost as if my emotional IQ went from exponentially high to below zero in the matter of a few weeks of me getting covid.
Renewing Our Minds
Just like with with trauma… We respond to triggers from the time we first experienced the trauma which is why we need to heal from the trauma. We respond in the same emotional mindset, emotional wounds, age, etc… All the sudden God revealed to me I was holding back in my dealing with the pastors, particularly one of them - in my service with the church and submission to the leadership
What if You Knew What Your Future Held?
What If you Knew what the future held, do you think you would you really want to know?
Faith Like a Mustard Seed
As a child, we can perfectly know without question that He is real when you say to believe, we don't question. We don’t ask “what if” or pause to apply reason or wonder what is plausible… we don’t wait to see IF Peter can walk on water, we just know as truth that he did and know that miracles are still possible today.
Performing for God
The Lord said to me “You can’t find me in your business. I don’t need your performance studying, I need your quiet study, diligence and time.” Then He said something that I say to my clients when I go in and begin a new engagement… He said, “I just need you.” (ie: your time and mind).
Your Messy is No Match for His Mercy
Only God can judge us, Yet, He never judges us during our lives. Our God is the most merciful being in history… He is the same God who will honor the best of us, while at the same time, welcome home those considered by other as the "worst".
